Sunday, April 3, 2011

Oh How I have missed you...Oh how I have needed you

So after all this time my friend, I come back on my knees begging for forgiveness. I plead with you to forgive me for neglecting our relationship. I fear that there has been too much time and that you have forgotten what we meant to each other.
Please tell me this is not true. Tell me that you remember the moments we shared and the times of laughter that were frequent. Tell me you still want me to tell you all that is in me. That you still want to hear the insanity that is my life.

I know that the fault is mine. That it was me that left you. That I walked away. That my life was the one to get so busy that I would forget the importance of what we were to each other. Yes, I realize I got far more from our relationship than you did. But you still were there.

So here I am, asking that you once again allow me to use you as my ear to whisper in, as my shoulder to lean on, as my sounding board of reason, and as my path out of insanity.

Please welcome me back - as I feel without you my sanity may be lost with no chance of being found.

I am back!